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[02 Jan 2006|10:39pm] |
The new year brings with it new opportunities...
At this moment I feel a bit lost though. The past few weeks of my life have been the most intense I can remember. A once all consuming part of my life has tapered down into an intense array of memories. I cherish all of these that i have, not only from the past year, but all of my life. Every memory both good and bad has a big place in my mind. The tricky things about your past feelings and experiences, is that once they're over forgetting about them seems like the easier way out. I won't let myself forget about any of these, because they are what helps bring my entirety together.
-S
p.s. I hope that this new year brings everyone a new understanding of themselves.
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[26 Dec 2005|11:39pm] |
Sooo christmas pretty much seemed like another day to me. Holidays are so fake is what it seems like to me, just another name for a regular day. Commercialism has overcome the spirit of most of our holidays. Ehhhh, whatever. My family is all that matters on the holidays for me, and our family is all together and having fun so that's pretty goodd.
I'm fixin to go to San Antonio for 2 days starting tomorrow to visit my grandma, and i'm gonna have like a christmas type thing down there also. That should be entertaining I guessss.
blehhhh
S
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[20 Dec 2005|03:14pm] |
Life is different these days, my older brother has returned from Reed College from christmas, and the dynamics of our house have changed drastically already. i look forward to the times i have with my brothers, it kind of feels like we're kids again, even though we're just closer to adulthood. It used to scare me as i edged my way towards life on my own, but as i look at my older brother i know that it will be a very exciting experience.
I got into my top choice, The Evergreen State College, which is in Olympia, Washington right on the coast of the Puget Sound. What can i say other then the place is filled with great beauty and inspiration. I think that i will do well there.
My mind endlessly ponders all the things that could have been.
-S
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[14 Dec 2005|09:45pm] |
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Time's are changing, but don't think that means nothing will be the same. You have the ability to create your own existance, your own little reality that will twist and turn just as you do. There are many secrets to making a self inflicted invironment and prosperity work. I have come to realize over my years that the only things that are certain in life are pain, joy, and death. We all must learn to take the rest with a grain of salt, everything else happens the way it does because of your own judgement. blah i ran out of intelligence...
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[23 Nov 2005|05:51pm] |
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some what confused.
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[19 Jun 2005|01:12pm] |
yesterday was indescribeable. i journeyed to the end of sanity and back with the help of substances. it was pretty amazing, unable to keep myself from laughter. meditating in your power spot is really awesome, i don't really know. pretty impossible to explain; just an experience that not many people understand any longer. the flower children seemed to understand.
hope everyone is learning things this summer.
-s
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[08 Jun 2005|06:49pm] |
OH so. I guess im kinda ready for my school to start again, cause that just means that i will be closer to graduating. I want a job right now, but don't want to have to lose all of my free time once school starts back up, so i guess i'm going to wait till i graduate. life's pretty good, though i wonder what parts of it mean. But it doesn't really matter, i wish i had a scanner so i could post up good quality pictures of my sketchbook pages...but it's not worth the trouble to take pictures. For those who don't know, i cut my hair. it looks like ( this. )
also i think i'm going to start a new band with some people, think it'll sound good. keep your ears open.
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[30 May 2005|11:37am] |
sooo yeah. saturday was fucking awesome........not much more to say on my journal. if you're actually curious about what made it so fun, just talk to me in person.
there is this girl..uhh yeah.
that is all.
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[24 May 2005|10:32pm] |
The Evergreen State College in Olympia Washington was absolutely beautiful. I only was there for about 24 hours, but during those moments i decided that's where i'm gonna go for college. The most magnificent parts of the vist was when a few kids from the college, my room mate for that night, and i walked down to the puget sounds. The trail that led there was in the middle of a rainforest with gigantic moss covered trees. it was so awesome.
life's allright. No summer might kinda suck, but whatever, i get 2 weeks off starting next week. hit me up if you wanna chill. 9280782
-s
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